Yeah, I think about this scenario often when the room is quiet and I'm alone and my mind starts to wander. I imagine if I called an uber to the airport and while I wait I find the cheapest ticket I can to Argentina or Siam or I don't know, I don't know, and at the airport I find an airbnb that's cheaper than rent, one with air conditioning. And on the plane my heart is racing oh my god what did I do what am I doing, but it's too late, it's too late, I want to throw up. And we touch down and I'm crying and my phone vibrates with 30 missed calls and then I snap out of it, back in the quiet room.